I’ve been fooled again.

Why are you deceiving me again and again? I feel it this time. Stop lying to me please, i’ve been such a fool to trust and believe in you. You gain my trust, yet you destroy it in your own hands. I hate that feeling you know? But, so what if i feel the pain. Would you even care? Please.. You wouldn’t even care anyway. So no point telling your wrong doings. Forget it… I  had enough, i wouldn’t want to be a fool again anymore…. )’:

Sometimes when i’m already feeling pain, pigu will always add salt to the wound. It’s really painful when salt lands on a wound. Pigu ah pigu, i really don’t want to hate you all my life man. I’ve been trying real hard to forgive you. But each time when you do things that is hurting me, i hate you more and more lah. Idiot. Freaking driving me crazy. I feel like killing someone right now. The feeling is horrible. I just need to freaking VENT MY ANGER on someone or something.
Freaakking hell…
School reopening tmr, but i’m only going back on wednesday..
I’m feeling lethargic.. I don’t feel like going back to school. & 1 MONTHS passes real fast lah. I miss the very first week of my holidays can. )’: Why am i feeling damn don’t look forward to school?! Why why why? 3 months to my n’lvl. and i’m seriously freaking not looking forward to it. and i know during that 2 months, i’m sure sure gonna to face the stress. Face all the hell routes all alone. There wouldn’t be anyone talking to me about who i should study it, no one would be wishing me goodluck and stuff like that anymore more more.. Stef’s not around, and i’m so sure that i’m gonna to face these shit all alone. Guilty like shit, my homeworks are undone lea! Damn……!
I’m like feeling damn uncomfortable living with those lies man…
Damn freakking upset with those irritating words & undone stuff that some people mention. Urghhhhh.. )’:
Can all those people just freaking get lost?Do not need their craps, do not need their shit stuff..
Goodbyee, i’m leaving YOUR world tonight.

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