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Oh My Kuku…

Alamaks..

Tomorrow is officially my day 1 of school. )’:

& i went to meet my group of crazy girlfriends who went to school today, meet for lunch.

Had thousands of laughters.. & i saw ABC, got f-ed by him. Urghhh, kinda retarded ass man. I’m so sure that he’ll start his insults tmr in class. U.R.G.H.H.H!

I’m gonna to say only equations from now on. I am sure i’ll be going to with all my v-equations. (:

Stuck with all those equations man! Urghhh!

Well well, I seriously feel so damn… when i think of ABC. hahahah. He’s gonna kill me for sure lah. He and his nonsense will start for sure. Urghhhh.

BTW BTW, I GOT MY PHONE ALREADY! FEW MONTHS BACK I SAID I WANT E63!

My mum grant me a wish for gettting me a E63!! thanks thanks! love you mummy! <3

I’ve been fooled again.

Why are you deceiving me again and again? I feel it this time. Stop lying to me please, i’ve been such a fool to trust and believe in you. You gain my trust, yet you destroy it in your own hands. I hate that feeling you know? But, so what if i feel the pain. Would you even care? Please.. You wouldn’t even care anyway. So no point telling your wrong doings. Forget it… I  had enough, i wouldn’t want to be a fool again anymore…. )’:

Sometimes when i’m already feeling pain, pigu will always add salt to the wound. It’s really painful when salt lands on a wound. Pigu ah pigu, i really don’t want to hate you all my life man. I’ve been trying real hard to forgive you. But each time when you do things that is hurting me, i hate you more and more lah. Idiot. Freaking driving me crazy. I feel like killing someone right now. The feeling is horrible. I just need to freaking VENT MY ANGER on someone or something.

Freaakking hell…

School reopening tmr, but i’m only going back on wednesday..

I’m feeling lethargic.. I don’t feel like going back to school. & 1 MONTHS passes real fast lah. I miss the very first week of my holidays can. )’: Why am i feeling damn don’t look forward to school?! Why why why? 3 months to my n’lvl. and i’m seriously freaking not looking forward to it. and i know during that 2 months, i’m sure sure gonna to face the stress. Face all the hell routes all alone. There wouldn’t be anyone talking to me about who i should study it, no one would be wishing me goodluck and stuff like that anymore more more.. Stef’s not around, and i’m so sure that i’m gonna to face these shit all alone. Guilty like shit, my homeworks are undone lea! Damn……!

I’m like feeling damn uncomfortable living with those lies man…

Damn freakking upset with those irritating words & undone stuff that some people mention. Urghhhhh.. )’:

Can all those people just freaking get lost?Do not need their craps, do not need their shit stuff..

Goodbyee, i’m leaving YOUR world tonight.

quarantined.

The whole trip was awesome.

I came back and ….

Received a call yesterday before going out, it was from mdm faridah.

M.F:  Trina, you went anywhere during the holidays?

Me: Yes? just came back 2 days ago?

M.F: where did you go?!

Me: Kelong in batam? indonesia?

M.F: you can’t go to school for the next 7 days you know?

Me: i don’t know.. Hmmmm.. so when can i return to school?

M.F: next thursday then come back loh. eh no no.. wednesday

Me: huh?! why lea? so long ah. then i miss out alot loh. hmmm..

M.F: no choice, you travelled overseas.. cannot come back.. MOE’s rule.

Me: okay loh. *sad outside happy inside.*

Hahahaha.

Kinda bored these few days, was out with pearly and siwei to marine parade.

Had katong laksa for lunch and steamboat for dinner. Awesome day with them(:

school’s starting soon): Siansation.

Luckily i have 2 days of extention! if not i’m sure i’ll be dying of tiredness and boredomness!

In another few hours…

I wished those times had never end, but i know i was impossible to let time whine back. Every little seconds were so precious to me. Now that school’s really starting, and i do not know when the hell can i enjoy so much just like the this june holidays. I know when school starts, i’m gonna to be damn busy with those homework, revisions etc.. But can’t help it, because prelims is really starting. I can’t possibly not study and take photos all day long. For the next few months, my life would definitely be busy, tiring. Who’ll be going thru with me these tough roads? No one, really no one. People may say, they’ll be there for me, they’ll be there for me. But well, i know i’ll still have to walk these road a lot. I know that in the next 3 months or so, i won’t be able to go out as much as i am now, or be going out to take photos like what i’ve been doing recently. Enjoying the process of photography. I find it kinda sad that only after that 3 months, i’ll be back officially to take photos. ):  Why are those times passing so fast? I really don’t wish school will start that soon. I haven’t been resting enough. ): I wish to go KTV before my school officially starts. Sing my heart out. my last wish before school starts.

I kinda felt depressed recently.. Not very nice to blog it out.. But yes, the reason is it. Many should be able to know. I rather be crying, than things stucking in my heart. Not being able to release them. i really thank a few of my best friends and … that has been there for me all along. And some ass who have hurt me deep down. Goodnesss, i’m officially DEFEATED..

& IN ANOTHER FEW HOURS,  I’LL BE GONE TO KELONG.

IT’S REALLY TIME TO LET MYSELF ENJOY. A WELL-DESERVED ONE..

Bitching about me is all you do.

Telling tales about me, bitching stuff about me is all you guys would do. I think you should really wake up your ideas. Friggin get a life okay?

Sometimes i really find the people around me is kinda sarcastic, ignorant, bitchy…………… etc. I really really need to rant. I can’t take it anymore. The more i look at him/her. I feel like slapping the person the next moment. Controlling not to do such things.

Btw, i do things that i find it right. If i know it’s not right to do, i wouldn’t have done it. So, i seriously hope you & your gang, STOP BITCHING AND TELLING TALES ABOUT ME. It’s really god damn annoying. Trust me, i never know what i’ll do the next moment i hear things again.

Shut up and let me go, i won’t let you off anymore. I’ve really been controlling. If it burst, don’t blame me for being a bitch.

Those people are just 2-sided face. If you find it funny, laugh it infront of me. Freak shit.

Bye.

I miss you, my sisters):

Seriously, They were the ones i loved the most. From young till now. NOTHING is comparable to their love for me. Sometimes there’s quarrels, some ups and downs, but we do patch things up after an hour later. (:

These 3 sisters are something that are not Buy-able. & I really thank god for each and everyone of them. Because they were the ones who have been there for me since i was young. I really miss those times where we’re playing together. I miss those times when we’re staying at chalton park. Those were the times that were so memorable. But, i know we won’t be able to go back to those times. 2 of them are already a mum of 1! Can’t imagine like 10 years down the road, i’m already a mum. Oh my goodness. Hahaha, perhaps not for me. But for stef! Hahaha.

Rachel dote me a lot a lot when i was young. She bought lots of things for me. I remember each time when i was out with her, she would definitely get me things that i want. She also brings me along when she’s dating with her boyfriend! =D i miss those times when she brings me out. Right now, That she has her own family. It’s hard for us to catch up, like how we used to be. Sometimes, i even feel that we’ve been drifting apart. Because she’s too busy with her own personal life, as well as her family, work.. I really miss her. ): Emotionally and physically.

Fio hates me when i was younger i guess? Hahaha. More of quarreling and fighting instead of having good times together. But i’m glad that we’re better when she’s married as well as a mum of 1! I miss her noisy ranting too. My house is really quiet ever since my sisters are married. I really miss them all. Especially those time when i kiss them before going to bed, they would complain saying that they’ll get a pimple or what. Hahah. Crazy lah. I remembered me crying so much on their wedding day. )’: I miss them dearly man. Oh my gosh.. It’s always different when my sisters come back home, and going to their hubby’s home after that.

Stef is the one where i spend more time together with ever since my 2 elder sister were married. Can say, i’ve never felt so empty before. When the both of them is married, the house was so empty.. Every time i felt like i’m alone at home. Parents are always out together, don’t really go out with them because it’s time for them to enjoy some dating! Have been bugging them for so long, it’s time for them to enjoy their own personal husband&wife life already. Stef is always back home late, unless i meet her afterwork. But as times goes by, my relationship with stef is getting better and better. Perhaps because the whole house is only left with us, so we got so “sian&empty” that we started talking more and more. To the extend where i help her to reduce her workload. Whereby i go to her office to help out whenever i’m free especially my december holidays. (: That was also the best part of my 2008. I started to talk to her about my personal life. Sometimes it’s kinda “Talk my heart out.”. Yea, now that we’re closer, i think kinda cannot live without her. )’: In another 3-5 years, she might be starting her own family. Who knows? & i’ll be left all alone): Urghhh.. I guess i’ll miss the 3 of them lah. i’m frequently missing them already.

The one that i’m missing all the time. Dearly, it’s my grandpa. Things that happened 1 year plus ago, the problem hasn’t been resolved. Things that has be done, it cannot be undone. He’s also someone who love me hell-lot when i was young. Bringing me wherever he go! Ever since that problem appeared between my uncle and my dad, my grandpa hasn’t been contacting me. But that’s because he’s staying with him. I really don’t quite understand why exactly he wants to live with that basturd& his family. But i understand that my grandpa wants accompany. Just like how i accompanied him when i was young. I guess, sooner or later, my grandparents will be shifting back to yishun. And that would be G.R.E.A.T! (: I’m more than happy because i wouldn’t be facing the basturd& his family but just my grandparents! Hahaha. Yay, I can visit them as and when i like! (: I can’t wait for that to happen! Grandpa, i miss you so much so much..

My life is actually linked to why i like photography. To me, photography is capturing each and every part of my life. Especially those happy moments. Right now that i take up photography, and also in love with photography. I don’t mind taking photos of every outings/gathering that we have. Because life is short, and we need to live life to the fullest. (: Do everything that i’m happy doing it. I do not need to care whether the others like it, all i can say is, me liking it is the most important thing. If i have taken photography earlier, or in other words, if i had the money to buy a camera, i guess there’ll be more memorable photos. More family photos etc. Well, well, i can’t go back to those times. And it’s really good that i have it now, therefore, i’m gonna to capture every single part of my life(: No more regrets, I make sure that every photos that i’ve taken with my family/friends would be a part of my memories. Reminiscing it with all the wonderful photos that have been captured.

Why i love photography? Because life is short, it’s wonderful to capture every moments together.

Capturing each and every moment with love! <3

Yay!

Kelong Trip!

Yayness, i’m finally able to go Kelong with Carolyn, maddie, stef, noelle and victor. (: Best lah, i’m so sure that we’re going to have a fun-filled 2D1N at indonesia’s Kelong! Heart-attack again? Yay!!! Hahahaha. Next week will be away from mon-tues!

My week:

Monday- Out to ikea with ms koh. (I’m really damn hungry! I want meat balls now!)

Tuesday- Stayed at home, because i was kinda strapped of cash. & kinda saving for my Kelong trip!

Wednesday- Out with quackk. Went to northpoint.& she tried lots and lots of shoes. Damn crazy! & i know her shoe size! without her telling me!(: Quack doesn’t know how to wear shoe! Alright, send her back to Chua chu Kang and then i headed to pearly’s house. about 6+ i went back home. hahah.

Thursday- Pearly should be coming over tmr i guess.. (:

Friday- Gonna to be at Ms junn house for dinner & cell-group.

Saturday- maybe meetings? maybe some other things? Hahaha. Shall see!

Sunday- Oh yay! Photography seminar by Mr tay! 2pm-6pm. KINDA EXCITED!!!!

Monday-tuesday: kelong!

Photos to be up soon!!!:D

I want meat balls from ikea soon..

Updates:

Friday&Saturday, 12&13th June 2009.

Met Carolyn & Maddie at Tampines Giant to buy those food& everything. Noelle went too(: We then headed to Noelle’s house. Didn’t have to prepare alot of stuff because the maid had prepared them beforehand. Had lots of fun, talking playing. Good time of fellowship(: Had pool session at her house too! Oh my god, can you imagine? Pool you know?! I wish i had a pool table at home too! I used to have one, when i was young. the one that is foldable, smaller than my table now! Hahahahah!

We really had alot of fun even when the rest went back home. Hahah, the best part was that we had fondue at 12.45am! Yes, no joke! Banana& strawberry. A good time of talking nonsense too. Hahaha. We talked until about 3.30, we went to bathe. And then we went to sleep. Hahahah.

Woke up as late as 12.45pm, Headed to jalan kayu for breakfast. & noelle’s house is just like 1 street across the prata house. After that, we went back to her house. Talk & chit chat, Play with her dogs. & started playing card games like Poker cards, and uno! The poker card, we played heart attack. Damn damn damn funny!! Only the 5 of us would understand how funny it was. Kept laughing and laughing non-stop! Btw, Ah lian tai tai giap me with her taitai toes! & she’s going to giap me soon when she see me. Good time passes real fast. & it was so fast that when we finish playing, the time was already like 5+!

Took a lift from maddie& carolyn.. They dropped us that the nearest bus-stop, stef&i took a cab down back to sembawang shopping centre for dinner with my family. Had astons with my family as a father’s day celebration. Kinda great time spent there. (:  I really do appreciate each and every outing & meals spent together like that.. Went to Yishun field for fireworks, it was awesome!

Sunday, 14th June 2009.

Went to vivo with my family. Had dinner at Carl’s Jr. Nothing interesting happened. But Fio, Chris& Acacia went to batam & will be back tmr! (:

Monday, 15th June 2009.

Met Kaiting at woodlands and headed to ikea, spend quite alot of time there doing some crazy stuff together. We’re supposed to go to barrage today, but i called up the weather forecast, and it says that it’s scattered thunderstorms. & we decided to go to ikea to have fun instead. Haahaha. Had dinner at ikea, meat balls as usual. (: YUMMY! i love the sauce lah! Best! Headed down to Tampines 1, then home sweet home!

Kinda tempted to go to kelong with them man! I’m still trying to convince my parents to let me go kelong with them lah. I’m sure sure it’s gonna to be fun! D: Mum, let me go pleaseee..? Counted as birthday present for this year?? Hahahah.

I’m not a bitch, so stop worrying. What are happening to the people these days? Some people are getting weirder and weirder man. It seriously pissed me off. *Only ahemz understands! Hor? (:*

Photos Below are those which have been taken the past few days, as well as today! (:

*ENJOY!*

are you sleeping now? I miss you! Hahaha. (:

Rush rush rush.

I’m kinda in the rush right now!

Hahahaha, will do a proper update when i’m back with the Barrage photos!

Alrighty, Noelle’s house was a blast! More to come!

Byee!